status of ICQ: Do I love You? I don't know... I know nothing and it is very bad (((
******** (22:58:39 22/04/2007)
Why are you feel so bad?
lexincorp (22:59:14 22/04/2007)
because my life isn't so simple....
lexincorp (22:59:50 22/04/2007)
and I don't understand Life inside me, my feelings, wishes and all in myself
******** (23:00:22 22/04/2007)
And u thought that it is easy to love?
lexincorp (23:01:04 22/04/2007)
no.
to love is easy...
and to understand that you really love... and whom do you love - it is hard....
lexincorp (23:02:01 22/04/2007)
maybe I still love her.... her name was I**...
yes , maybe it is still so ((
lexincorp (23:02:45 22/04/2007)
sometimes I'm crying because of my thoughts....
lexincorp (23:03:00 22/04/2007)
I don't know what to do....
******** (23:03:26 22/04/2007)
U should understand that your life won't be the same always....everythin will change...and may be these changes will come soon...
******** (23:03:49 22/04/2007)
at the moment when you don't expect them...
********(23:04:40 22/04/2007)
but you should remember that crying is nit the solution of the problem...
******** (23:04:45 22/04/2007)
;)
lexincorp (23:05:21 22/04/2007)
I didn't expect Alexandra in my life, I didn't expect you...
but all these events happened...they gave me hope and good mood for some time....
I thought that I'll be happy....
lexincorp (23:05:36 22/04/2007)
but only for some time....
now all is returning
lexincorp (23:06:31 22/04/2007)
> but you should remember that crying is nit the solution of the problem...
I know it.
I'm cruing not in order to solve or to help somehow myself...
I'm crying because of the World inside me
******** (23:06:45 22/04/2007)
I think that the person shouldn't close himself......
******** (23:07:27 22/04/2007)
I've cried because of only two times in my life.....
******** (23:07:51 22/04/2007)
*because of love...
******** (23:08:15 22/04/2007)
And now I understand that I was not right.....
lexincorp (23:11:10 22/04/2007)
may be...
all of us make efforts...
previous generations made them... but there is no exit still....
because the man is such an organism, that it should try everything himself...
Not_Simple_Music
